Thursday, January 6, 2011

The Reason

OK, firstly let me introduce myself, I am a now 25 year old woman who for the longest time has been told I was fat. I think every black girl's been told by relatives who see you only twice a year "wow, how fat you've become!" Well I cant speak for white girls, maybe its the same. I digress. As I type this I just watched a Glomail ad about how to lose weight in 40 minutes, ask Kim Kadashian how!!!

I wish I could ask her how she does it, without the surgery, or the zumba etc. So, why do I wanna lose weight? I went to woollies and decided to try bra's on, and my normal size was over flowing with happiness, a bit too much happiness, or was that the Big Mac I had had earlier on? On top of that, I tried on a top with my usual size 12 and it was over flowing with lots of Chicken Licken, Big Macs, KFC, Woollies garage food, lots of wine, Brutal Fruit, Cocktails with the girls etc etc. I could literally see all the bad shit I had stuffed down my throat with every bump in that top. That muffin top was not a mini or normal size top, but rather a large or extra large muffin top.

Which brought me to the shocking realisation that I needed to lose weight. Oh and did I mention I keep fighting with my jeans? Yes, fighting, Special K fight, sweating on the floor fighting.

So basically this is a brief introduction on why I'm on this journey. I'm trying to lose some weight so I can feel better  and look better.

I'll have a glass of wine, or two to that :)